Understanding

It seems i m hard to understand. i live the way i wanna live and becuz of this, most people cant understand me. but recently i have found 2 people who understand that they will prolly never understand me...therefore, they understand me. in the last couple weeks, we have talked endlessly on the topics of life and love and everythin in between. we found a comfort n each other that is rare. they hav helped me to recognize the qualities i possess and the way they r seen by other people. prior to them, i was livin without a care as to how others felt about my actions. through each other, i think we r growin individually. i am thankful i hav had this opportunity to no them and to share memories with them. i dont really get sentimental but with each other, shockingly, all of our hard shells r removed and the soft cores r exposed.

i think this may b friendship. the thing most people think they have n always seem to get screwed over anyway. where they put their trust in people fakin this feeling, leadin them to believe they r worth the exposure. in reality, most friends r information seekers. not nearly interested n the real u, instead interested n wat they can get out of u.

the 3 of us, we live walled in...hav been for years. secretly we all searched for someone who could change that, make us comfortable enuf to b ourselves completely. most people continuously hammer at our walls, tryin to break them down and c the "real us". but with this friendship, i think im ready to come from behind the wall myself. they hav led me not to let them find me, but to show them who i m, n not b judged...

pardon my ramblings but u no who u r, n u no wat i mean...luv u guys!
"look at my eyes, roll em"

WHAT I FOUND TODAY SO FAR

RICK ROSS FT. TREY SONGZ N P.DIDDY "NO.1"

THE PERV R. KELLY "TONGUES"...I DONT REALLY LIK IT

U PROLLI HEARD IT ON THE RADIO BUT HERE IT GOES "IN LOVE WIT YA BOOTY" BY JOHN BLU

expand ur horizons

SAM SPARRO...song appeared in the movie fame, towards the end
listen first them google him, i wont ruin it by postin a pic

"black and gold"

my cuzins fav right now

a slow jam by algebra called "at this time"

check it out tell me how u feel

also try "u do it for me"

NEW MUSIC

hey guys,
this is gonna be my music blog...lettin u no new stuff i found out about and hopin u let me no what new music u find...ima try my best to keep a variety of music cuz i no im a lil more rnb/soul!!!

let me no how u feel, refer ya friends, and im free to update ipods whenever u need me